2. Of Beauty and Consolation
Something impressed me about Roger Scruton: he was throughout his life a man searching for an ANSWER. He says that he felt himself quite apart from others. You can sense that this longing to arrive HOME, makes him a vulnerable man, someone sensitive and almost an unprotected child looking to rest in his mother's womb (he speaks about a divided and broken house, when he was young, much discussion and misunderstanding). There seems to be honesty in his dialogue: he opens himself and exposes his vulnerability - this is not normal in most adults. You understand that he made a long journey, most of it by himself, lonely, struggling to feel comfortable in his skin and in the world around. It is a testimonial. You don't get better after hearing and seing it. It may open some wounds. All this is because he goes through so many difficult subjects. To have FEAR of living, fear of abandoning a career for instance, or fear of having friends (!), or even of having enemies. Consolation co...